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CONFLICT RESOLUTION

by David Tolar

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a lifetime of things to remember far too many things to forget leaving me with no solutions to provide me conflict resolution I spent my first years in a clouded haze of familial smoke screams and tears highballs and laughter never in on the joke we were tripping the era fantastic simultaneously drastic spending my allowance on SuperElasticBubble Plastic and dreaming of a time I wouldn't feel this old people fighting the long standing institutions people seeking their collective retributions in our eternal search for CONFLICT RESOLUTION evolution total confusion retribution violence is no solution ignorance and apathy maybe for you but not for me there's got to be a way (REPEAT) CONFLICT RESOLUTION (repeats four times and song ends)
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all of my heroes are gone all of my heroes have died I make my own choices living out the prejudice of pride not the way I want to live not the way I thought I'd be finding way to cope with my diminished capacity losing my will losing my way a little piece of me dies every day to the point where I'll no longer be completely diminished capacity (REPEAT ENTIRE FIRST VERSE; REPEAT DIMINISHED CAPACITY OUT)
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you arrive on a gurney on your hospital journey monitor all your vitals no time for being idle poke prodding deprivation lie still in your situation don't roll in your sleep lest the nurses come in and creep these are the miracles of modern medicine modern medicine bedpans and IV walking not doing too much talking minimise all your bleeding monitor what you're eating pills all day every hour wet rags instead of the shower careful who comes to visit not much of life, now is it? these are the miracles of modern medicine modern medicine CHORUS: it's so frightening and enlightening the cure can be worse than what ails you eyes wide open you're still hopin' that you can go home before your heart fails you later on comes the billing take the cash from the willing sending you on your way will you be back again someday? pills and more doctors visits not much of a life now is it? not much of a life now is it? not much of a life now is it? these are the miracles of modern medicine modern medicine (REPEAT CHORUS, then OUT.)
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floating with my arms outstretched a mile wide in the jet stream of my mind thirty-five thousand feet high without leaving the ground the screaming of the world around me without making any sound CHORUS waiting for the next wave sailing spatial seas waiting for the next wave sailing spatial seas in a small boat fighting the current in the wake of larger ships passing by and the fear of being capsized makes me panic in their midst waiting for the next wave sailing spatial seas waiting for the next wave sailing spatial seas watch the big birds fly watch the big ships sail watch me try to rise above and get caught up in their chemtrails REPEAT CHORUS pull me out of this abyss pull me out of this abyss GET ME OUT OF THIS!
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from the moment you arrive until the moment when they grieve it starts with a slap and cry and pennies on your eyes when you die those decisions that you make linger with you every day those moments in time frozen and all the ones that got away it's a matter of life it's a matter of death the time in between plays out like a movie scene from the moment that you age and your body starts to fade your hair your skin your features change no one marching in your parade frustration starts to mount the things that you used to do require a herculean effort on your part to salvage a life you once knew the years in between play out in real time the choices that you made the people that you knew the ones that you loved and the ones who loved you the ones that you loved and the ones who loved you it's so hard letting go it's so hard letting go tethered to the faintest strand and so hard to understand so hard to understand impossible to understand... it's a matter of life (from the moment you arrive) it's a matter of death (until the moment that they grieve) it's a matter of life (you only have so much time) it's a matter of death (to continue to breathe) REPEAT ONCE, then OUT.
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the sun is up welcome to the start of another day yellow see-through bottles with protective childproof caps show me the way take three in the morning and five more at night all shapes and sizes to make me feel all right CHORUS eight pills eight pills eight pills a day eight pills eight pills eight pills a day (red ones white ones blue ones too large ones small ones you can't chew instant pharma knows the way to keep me above ground one more day) the sun is setting another day draws to a close where these perpetual pills will take me God only knows better meds than dead better meds than dead better meds than dead to stop those voices in my head (REPEAT) I'm not ungrateful I have nothing more to say welcome to my life my friends on eight pills a day... (REPEAT CHORUS and OUT.)
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no life no love no sound my heart is sinking to the ground the world makes me wonder why we fight for a world in despair we have no life from you we have no love for you no sound to the words that cross your lips no chains I'm only feeling your whips (GUITAR SOLO) we run from each other calling out those who disagree as our enemy we run from each other calling out those who disagree as our enemy....(in the land of the free) no life no love no sound no life no love no sound (ENDS COLD).
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sometimes it seems like life goes by...so fast and in the blink of an eye...you're left CHORUS: standing still still standing still if you don't do it now you never will (REPEAT) your time is running out of that, you have no doubt REPEAT CHORUS you know life's too short to have regrets what's done is done get on your mark, get set and go you still have a race to run REPEAT CHORUS you have feet of clay every single day you can't walk and you can't run before you know it you're all done...
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SIGHT UNSEEN 04:05
everything I thought I ever knew changed on that day I was lying on my back without a word to say quivering in agony in so much pain I felt there was an explosion in my brain the sights I hadn't seen the things I didn't know I had come so far but I had so far to go I was alone I heard the sound of clanging metal in the distance and the sounds of people screaming out I had no idea - was I somewhere in a dream? only then I found something in my sight unseen I could not speak no idea where I'd gone the morning light arose and I had carried on sight unseen (repeat four times) and in the aftermath all I could do is smile let out a nervous laugh gonna be here for a while never will I be the same that I know for sure the doctors have opinions but not a vaiid cure it will all fall on me to figure out where I've been living life with open eyes to find those sights...unseen sight unseen (repeat four times) and in the aftermath all I could do is smile let out a nervous laugh gonna be here for a while never will I be the same that I know for sure the doctors have opinions but not a valid cure it will all fall on me to figure out where I've been living life with open eyes to find those sights unseen...
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RUTHLESS 03:44
look what they did to you...(repeated off the top) and the doctors sent you home there was nothing left to do (look what they did to you) and the church said they couldn't do any more for you (look what they did to you) you know they lied (look what they did to you) and all the tears you cried (look what they did to you) they never ever told you...the truth (look what they did to you) and you fought and bled and battled 'til there was nothing left of you you fought until you cried they left you there to die CHORUS I know just what the truth is (look what they did to you) you left us feeling ruthless (look what they did to you) (REPEATS TWICE) you left us feeling ruthless you left us feeling lost... (look what they did to you.)
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the story starts at the beginning even though it is the end standing on one side of something seeking out my family and friends stretching out to the horizon for as far as one can see to a point that's never ending across the skies and across the seas I keep feeling my feet they're moving to a sort of a precipice I look back over my shoulder wondering where the future is I am walking but I can't cross I have won and I have lost it's not the time for this to resolve some they call it purgatory some say it's a state of bliss dangling in suspended animation wondering where the future is this mystery between life and death I haven't yet taken my final breath this conflict I cannot resolve...
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and so before you carry me away I have a little more to say please accept my apologies... I hope I haven't made you sad or worse still I've made you mad I did my best to live my life but now it's time CHORUS: time to say goodbye time to fly away time to cross the bridge time enough at last time enough has passed time to move on (REPEAT ONCE.) and so before you share your memories I have one last thing to say please remember me well there are those who believe that you only have one chance to love and laugh and enjoy the happenstance of this life of all life of my life (REPEAT CHORUS) and so...
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This is David Tolar's third solo album entitled "CONFLICT RESOLUTION".

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released April 15, 2019

DAVID TOLAR: All lyrics, words, instruments, recordings, and production, with the exception of the lyrics to "NOLIFENOLOVENOSOUND", which were co-written with Susan Tolar.

©2019 Spyglass Songs/Sue Is Idle Music

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David Tolar Millis, Massachusetts

David Tolar is a singer/songwriter based in the Greater Boston area who has been performing virtually his entire life. His three solo albums, "THE PATH OF LEAST RESISTANCE", "SANDBOX ETIQUETTE", and "CONFLICT RESOLUTION" are windows inside this unique artist's soul.

In 2020, DT released a compendium of music culled over the past 40 years - check out "MELLIFLUOUS MELODIES & PULCHRITUDINOUS PROSE"!
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